Mend you: Glue it,tape it.

Effort, it’s all that one needs to give in to make anything work even if that is cracked, broken and lonely.

I walk around, with so much going on in my head, making breathing a tough task and being sober seems a distant dream. You stop thinking straight just when you let everything that bothers you take over but that is no way of living, that is just a way of making life tougher and more complicated, like trying to fix a square in a circle, it wouldn't happen! And even if you manage to push it, it will have hollow spaces, incomplete existence. You got to fit a square in a square, it doesn’t work any other way. Same way, two things would work when both decide to mould their own selves in a similar way, putting aside everything and being two parts fitting into each other. When in doubt, ask yourself, 'Still crazy to grab it, and keep it safe?'

Words blow people apart. So does actions, and then you are unarmed with no come back I discovered a weapon for then; Silence. I haven’t had the strength to use it excessively but it will work, I can bet.
So don't dip in your heart and soul in something that keeps you closer to nightmares and troubles, rather get a little bit stronger and put that glitter gloss and smile away.

Just mix the silence with a zest of walking away and there! You will attain peace. Don't fall in love, Rise instead and if that does not happen walk away.